1. |
Juxtapose
04:17
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"juxtapose"
comparing black to white
the absence of foresight
how burden kills the self
compare me to something else
look back at grievances
a percept from altered sense
expecting reconciliation
while the strive to change remains
at that of someone else’s
in the irony of what i said
a perception of someone else
and compare it to myself
as oppose to claiming time
i juxtapose to see the villain all for ties
in from out the line
we try so hard to find
our kinship since we met
then loop it out so i can’t bend and set to
fake-ascend
i’m rising to descend
the quest to be like them
leads to, calls to quench the thirst within, to try so hard and
attempt to escape, to instill, to confront it
but i still attempt to frustrate, to enslave, and indulge it unconsciously
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2. |
Hide And Seek
03:30
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"hide and seek"
let me seek
the exploration meant inside of me
a disposition i might have redeemed
to be another person that you’ll see
i’d be glad to know
what hole i could have dug and seed this for
i need reminding that i ain’t alone
refuse to listen to myself at all
longing for the embrace of my lifetime
i managed to stay inside for too long
when i can carry my own time, drift away my pride
the villain here is time, i should compromise
longing for the embrace of my lifetime
how can i stay inside for too long
but i can’t carry my own time, i succumbed to my pride
the villain here is time, i can’t compromise
let me seek
the only person understanding me
a misconception i might have to be
to only get what’s really true for me
a man of fire
only without a fire lit by desires
dreams stay between the future and the past
nothing is never ever built to last
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3. |
Feel The Seams
03:30
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"feel the seams"
everything’s okay
be sure to find your way
you’ll be fine without it
fine without your world
this ain’t a piece of cake
and i know you’re gonna make
it across the line
as you fit that thread
in the needle
it may feel insane
bringing out the lesser-tamed
up against the misportrayed
About what’s going on in your brain
something’s not okay,
are you on the same page?
with the rest of the world
It’s alright to feel cold
with the hatred
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4. |
Ultrawanker
05:06
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"ultrawanker"
i rush and feel the heat
my body’s floating, ever-wandering
the vibrance of the world
was never even placed to be there
indulge the sense of peace
i pretty much can see what i can feel
the things i hear, pristine
distorted as it seemed
reconstructed
and it feels like it’s growing on me
i don’t mind when you see it
expanding headspace
addictive feelings
extending senses
steady senses
call paranoia
call paranoia
no testimonials
call paranoia
you judge me like a menace
in spite of being clueless
fists of fucking beings
straight from paranoia
and it feels like it’s growing on me
i don’t mind when you see it
fuck this, i have much to say about it
life isn’t up in my head
dreams don’t show up until then
give me one more chance to prove myself back into you
you’re upset cause i’m hit
should i care less?
and i’m choked
am i dumb
and should i be here?
shouldn’t life be as carefree as i am?
embracing, i’m evasive
the vision we seek to prove is absent
how can i achieve what i wanted?
the heat i seek makes me shiver
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5. |
Lightheaded
03:34
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"lightheaded"
he’s a fool
but that ain’t cool to me
it must’ve been easy
to sink him in
so what’s new?
he’s alone in a room for two
waits with him is a quiet tune
he breathes heavily
as he grips his heavy shoulders
his head gets lighter
he smokes and shivers
down to death
at times he knows he’s free
but still have fractured knees
i guess he’ll pour his tea
in a different cup
he doesn’t care
if he doesn’t make a difference
he just gets what he can get
and let it be
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6. |
Clockwork
04:55
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"clockwork"
looking for a minute
longer than the limit.
time is up against me
distant certainties to find a piece of peace.
i see myself miles from it
clockworks are not spinning
watchmen are done watching
a ruin stays a ruin
i fooled myself for seeing beauty there
oh well, stagnancy’s a long lost friend
in sickness there’s no health
my lonesome seeks no help
endangered worth for self
encapsulate the fear
mirages get so clear
refracted vision stills
i need—
peace-of-mind’s embrace but
i’m caught between the space and
i’m muted by the signs while
i try to wait the change and break my bones
again. there’s no steady release for help
looking for a minute
longer than the limit.
i can’t keep up with silence
i can’t cut my own distance
with the world
i swear
i see myself miles from it
keep on dreaming instead of
rushing back to absence
keep up with silence
distance and displacement
from the world ain’t there
i see myself close to it
i see myself close to it
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