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The Resentment Segment

by hazylazy

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1.
Juxtapose 04:17
"juxtapose" comparing black to white the absence of foresight how burden kills the self compare me to something else look back at grievances a percept from altered sense expecting reconciliation while the strive to change remains at that of someone else’s in the irony of what i said a perception of someone else and compare it to myself as oppose to claiming time i juxtapose to see the villain all for ties in from out the line we try so hard to find our kinship since we met then loop it out so i can’t bend and set to fake-ascend i’m rising to descend the quest to be like them leads to, calls to quench the thirst within, to try so hard and attempt to escape, to instill, to confront it but i still attempt to frustrate, to enslave, and indulge it unconsciously
2.
"hide and seek" let me seek the exploration meant inside of me a disposition i might have redeemed to be another person that you’ll see i’d be glad to know what hole i could have dug and seed this for i need reminding that i ain’t alone refuse to listen to myself at all longing for the embrace of my lifetime i managed to stay inside for too long when i can carry my own time, drift away my pride the villain here is time, i should compromise longing for the embrace of my lifetime how can i stay inside for too long but i can’t carry my own time, i succumbed to my pride the villain here is time, i can’t compromise let me seek the only person understanding me a misconception i might have to be to only get what’s really true for me a man of fire only without a fire lit by desires dreams stay between the future and the past nothing is never ever built to last
3.
"feel the seams" everything’s okay be sure to find your way you’ll be fine without it fine without your world this ain’t a piece of cake and i know you’re gonna make it across the line as you fit that thread in the needle it may feel insane bringing out the lesser-tamed up against the misportrayed About what’s going on in your brain something’s not okay, are you on the same page? with the rest of the world It’s alright to feel cold with the hatred
4.
Ultrawanker 05:06
"ultrawanker" i rush and feel the heat my body’s floating, ever-wandering the vibrance of the world was never even placed to be there indulge the sense of peace i pretty much can see what i can feel the things i hear, pristine distorted as it seemed reconstructed and it feels like it’s growing on me i don’t mind when you see it expanding headspace addictive feelings extending senses steady senses call paranoia call paranoia no testimonials call paranoia you judge me like a menace in spite of being clueless fists of fucking beings straight from paranoia and it feels like it’s growing on me i don’t mind when you see it fuck this, i have much to say about it life isn’t up in my head dreams don’t show up until then give me one more chance to prove myself back into you you’re upset cause i’m hit should i care less? and i’m choked am i dumb and should i be here? shouldn’t life be as carefree as i am? embracing, i’m evasive the vision we seek to prove is absent how can i achieve what i wanted? the heat i seek makes me shiver
5.
Lightheaded 03:34
"lightheaded" he’s a fool but that ain’t cool to me it must’ve been easy to sink him in so what’s new? he’s alone in a room for two waits with him is a quiet tune he breathes heavily as he grips his heavy shoulders his head gets lighter he smokes and shivers down to death at times he knows he’s free but still have fractured knees i guess he’ll pour his tea in a different cup he doesn’t care if he doesn’t make a difference he just gets what he can get and let it be
6.
Clockwork 04:55
"clockwork" looking for a minute longer than the limit. time is up against me distant certainties to find a piece of peace. i see myself miles from it clockworks are not spinning watchmen are done watching a ruin stays a ruin i fooled myself for seeing beauty there oh well, stagnancy’s a long lost friend in sickness there’s no health my lonesome seeks no help endangered worth for self encapsulate the fear mirages get so clear refracted vision stills i need— peace-of-mind’s embrace but i’m caught between the space and i’m muted by the signs while i try to wait the change and break my bones again. there’s no steady release for help looking for a minute longer than the limit. i can’t keep up with silence i can’t cut my own distance with the world i swear i see myself miles from it keep on dreaming instead of rushing back to absence keep up with silence distance and displacement from the world ain’t there i see myself close to it i see myself close to it

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released September 6, 2020

"The Resentment Segment"

All tracks are written by Jason Jacinto Fernandez

Lightheaded bass and drum parts are co-written by Emilio Gonzales and James Dimaano respectively

Additional vocal and guitar parts on Clockwork by Emilio Gonzales
Additional vocals on Feel The Seams by Brandon Delfino

Cover art taken by Carlo Jardeleza

Special thanks to Emilio Gonzales, Brandon Delfino, and James Dimaano

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Jason Jacinto Fernandez

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